I just really want her to drown in her own whoreness and ugliness
I really want that
I hate myself for what I did.. And all the sadness and depression is in the past now.. But still i have to carry it around every day, I am trying my best to be happy again..
I am done with self harming now.. But the memory is stuck on my body forever
So dont EVER harm you’r self.. It makes it so hard to be happy